“In my solitude I question such reasons for my continued living”

-Taylor M. Wilson

The one that I loved, and continue to do so in some way, has left. And in their leaving I am returned to my point of origin. To the point I was at before any other knew any of the place that I exist within.

It is quite saddening that an individual that you invested so much time into loving, caring, and sharing your own reason for existing, might leave you, as if such a person, though still existing, has left your plane or dimension of existence. That your memory of such a person will remain in the past image of who such a person was, while the reality of such a person continues to evolve and change into someone perhaps unrecognizable. The feeling that you and who they once were exists in your own reality inside your mind, while the world carries on without you.

However it can be quite comforting at times. That through the refusal of letting go of such memory you have reserved the identity of who such a person once was. That you many still be able to return to the comfort that they once brought you. That you and them, though only inside your mind, may look at the outside world, and who they have become, as a sort of partnership who only the two of you know of. As if you have some unique understanding of the true reality that everyone else is blind to. One that has been created through countless hours together, basking in each others radiating spirit.

But when you return to reality. To the state of knowing that such a person is gone from your life. That such imagined identities are a falsehood. In that, is true loneliness.

“And thus we have returned, to the point in which our progress originates”

-Taylor M. Wilson

Thank you for reading. Though this is a short writing, I feel as though it relays much emotion and thought. I ask that you explore my previous writings, as to further understand the world of existence I seek to display. Thank you again.

With all hopes of future joys,

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